Ju-ly

Today was a busy day, but I feel like it's time for an update, so I'll tack one more thing onto my day before I go to sleep.  Finals went by, things went okay, I did okay, but I want to do better next term.  The school year ended, I started being desk captain, and it was really hectic; there were tons of things that I had to file and sort, people to check in and check out, payroll that is going through changes to be online and thus not reliable... my UROP has also gone into full swing.  It's really exciting: I designed a circuit board, and we got it printed.  I've never soldered components that were so tiny; the SMD (surface mount device) resistors and capacitors are in the order of a milimeter or less.  We have to use a microscope to solder them.  
Said goodbye to my friends, and to some graduating seniors.  (Lots of them left me stuff to babysit for the summer, and my friend Ethan, who has moved to California, is letting me borrow his (very comfortable) couch and gave me a lot of his old stuff that couldn't fit in his car (yes, he drove... crazy).)  I've been trying to plan stuff for rush, and since I'm on the orientation planning committee for MIT-wide events, it's all the more hectic to put that alongside being in charge of my dorm's orientation.  The summer is relaxing and exceedingly fun, but I am very much missing my family (I'm going to visit home on the fifteenth).  It is also frustrating being away from many of my friends for so long, especially Amber.  She came up to visit for the Fourth of July weekend, and we had a really fun time together.  The fireworks in Boston are amazing, and although we didn't quite get the view I'd originally planned, they were breathtaking nonetheless. 
Lately, work at my jobs and with the student life stuff has been getting more and more intense as the end of the summer gets closer.  Visiting home will be very nice; I haven't seen my family since Christmas, and I very much miss them.  This week has been interesting; my friend Adam, who just graduated, asked he to help him ship his stuff, so this morning/afternoon I was in the Metropolitan Storage Warehouse (it looks like a prison or a barracks, and it has a tattered sign reading "Fallout Shelter --> [going up a sketchy thin passageway]", if that gives you some idea of the place) moving his boxes (~40 of them!!) and labeling them and making sure the shipping people got them.  After that, I had to stop by the glasses store because one of my lenses was scratched up.  Offered one of the apple pies I got from McDonald's to a beggar, but I guess food wasn't what he was after.  Then went to work, ordered parts for the new prototype we'll be designing next week, then went to another meeting for orientation, then came back home and went to a little study break where people were watching the All-Star game, and then finished watching Rain Man (I'd taken it from desk to watch with some friends this past Sunday, but it turns out it's not quite a party movie.  It was really good, though).
There's a bunch of financial junk I have to sort out for tomorrow, and I am going to go to work a little early (I also might have a meeting? I should probably find out about that), so I'm going to go to bed.  I'll try to update reasonably often.
Until then!
-Gus
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Farewell to P-sets!

... at least for this term.  :)  Just one paper and three finals and I'm done. 
I woke up this morning from a rather distressing dream.  I can't really remember much of it anymore aside from a sinister game of monopoly set for 3 (but only two of us were playing), and journey through a desert canyon thing that was really just my hallway that ultimately led to my backyard at home, where I encountered a bunch of cows and was charged at by a bull (that had really cool looking horns)... I think that's what woke me up.  Something else really interesting happened too, I can feel it, but this is all I can remember unfortunately. 
Last night, in my attempt to finish up the final problem sets of the term I headed to the library to work with Mike.  After working for awhile we ended up going to this sketchy pizzaria and then walking through this gloomy garden thing that was rendered rather swamplike due to the rain.  There was this AWESOME view of the river, ultimate contrast from the last one i described... there was fog and a spooky wind and complete darkness over the river... very very disturbing.  Not much else is going on... gotta do lots of work/studying this weekend.  Till next time!
-Gus
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Blustery day

I'm working front desk at Simmons right now.  Yesterday was beautiful outside (actually the past weekend in general was); sunny, warm, blue sky, etc.  Now it is raining sideways and the door to Simmons keeps flying open and closed.  Ick
We talked about frequency modulation and different methods of transmitting signals via EM waves in 6.003 today.  I've got to do the last problem set for that tonight.  Unfortunately last night was monopolized by this horrid unreasonably long senate meeting.  It has never been nearly this long before, but I'm reconsidering whether I'll do this sort of thing next year because I don't have that kind of time.  Went home (though took a bit of a detour :) ) and did some work on 8.044 before falling asleep (for the record, I finished my HASS paper over the weekend and turned it in and there was another paper in the box so I should be good!).
This is my last week of problem sets!  :)  After this, just finals to "study" for, and I'll be all set.  I'm considering what classes to take next year; I'll need to talk to my advisor about seeing how I can continue with this double-majoring venture of mine.
-Gus
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Donuts at sunrise

Today/yesterday was interesting and fun.  I woke up rather early, (after watching my dormmates Ian and Andi mud wrestle at Steer Roast the night previously... it was really cool beacuse afterward we were really hungry and headed across the river and then randomly ran into Rajiv and his friends at Island Hopper, and ate with them there) went back to bed, and woke up again at ~11.  Talked to my parents on the phone for awhile, and was informed by my mother that I probably ought to do this humanaties paper that was due awhile back.  After getting off the phone with them I was informed by Amber that I probably ought to do this humanaties paper that was due awhile back.  So I headed out for this Society of Physics Students banquet at EC, had some burgers, and then stopped by the Massachusetts State Science Fair (was being held at MIT) with Amber.  There were some interesting projects there, though lots were just really glitsy looking.  After this, I went back home and worked on my paper and got a good bit of it done. 
Then some friends wanted to get dinner so I ordered General Gao's Chicken.  Then they proceeded to watch Pride and Prejudice and I proceeded to mock it and they proceeded to act like the charachters depicted in the work and get all huffy and offended so I left and hung out in my room and chatted with friends online about how boring girl-stuff is (but there were girls there too so it was p.c. :-p) and did some more of the paper and read a bit of physics. 
Then my friend John came by and we decided to go hac-er... exploring, so we headed out.  We ran into my friend Aron on the way and he decided to come too.  He had an extremely bright flashlight :).  We had a very good time; there was only a small group, but I met some people including one who knew the same arcane video game music I do, which was amusing.  Most of the regulars were off at steer roast doing senior haus things, though there was a large catapult in the EC courtyard they were trying to work.  After our wanderings (we went to some pretty cool places), everyone went there seperate ways and we went home.  Aron and John and I chilled for awhile in Simmons and then John went to bed and Aron and I just shot the bull about stuff, and then we noticed that it was starting to get light out.
Now, the really cool thing about sunrise is that when you witness it whilst doing work, it is one of the most depresssing things in the world, but when you are viewing it of your own free will it is rather beautiful.  So, we decided to go out bike riding and went across the BU bridge.  We'd initially planned to go on a loop and come back via the Longfellow bridge, but we saw a Dunkin Donuts and could not resist.  It was 5:30 at this point so we waited for the guy to unlock and then got breakfast and also 50 Munchkins.  We then proceeded to bike back via the Harvard bridge (Aron carried the donuts, it was quite amazing).  We saw the sun rising over the river... extremely beautiful, all the buildings could only be seen in silluette and the morning sun was bursting over the water leaving rippling streaks of gold everywhere.  We got home, and now I'm either going to finish my paper or go to bed.  Maybe if my friends are nice I'll give them some Munchkins.
Signing off after the start of an interesting weekend!
-Gus
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Long time gone....

Funny... Pass/No-Record ended and so did my blogging :-p.  That's not quite the reason.  I guess I kinda forgot about this thing, but looking back on my old posts made me feel all happy, so I will try to continue. 

Hmm... quick synopsis of the past year:  I started second term, hung out in the dorm a bit more, made some new friends, took some new classes (I took: 6.001 (Structure and Interpretation of Computer Programming) which I enjoyed to an extent, though I'm more of a build stuff engineer than a coder; 6.050, a 6-unit (most classes are 12) course on Information and Entropy which was taught by amazing faculty and was really enjoyable; 8.022, ie the cool nifty version of E & M, just like 8.012 was the cool nifty version of mechanics; 18.03 (Differential Equations), a pretty straightforward class but had some interesting diversions too, and 21M.011 (Intro to Western Music), which was really fun and in which I learned a lot about music and gained more enjoyment out of listening to it), and ended my freshman year.  My brother came to visit for his spring break, and I went home to visit my parents for mine.  At this point I also reached an important milestone in my life: I can finally snap my fingers!  I began interacting more with people in my lounge (attempts at social groups in Simmons), became a little more adventerous in some ways, and in general had quite a bit of fun and learned a lot, both about science/math/stuff and about life/people.

The summer was interesting; I missed MIT and kinda had campus-withdrawl-syndrome.  That wasn't so bad though, because I got to see my family, whom I really missed.  The summer was relaxing and refreshing; I was able to put aside all the stress of the problem sets and social drama of school, and just have fun.  We went on an amazing trip out west; it took quite a while to leverage ourselves into actually going, but it was very much worth it.  My parents, my brother and I (and Kovax :)) went out, saw the Rockies, Yellowstone, the Badlands, and lots of corn :).  It's amazing how much beauty there is... I think that seeing how awesome that huge chunk of country that people usually fly over really gives me pride in living here.  For me, it is that openness and beauty that makes America great, and I guess maybe it would be fun to live in the country someday.  I've never been much of a suburbanite though, I guess :) (and while cities are fun to visit, I really don't like living in them so much).  I think we grew closer as a family through this trip, and it's interesting how much there still is to learn from people you've lived with for eighteen years.  Having an awesome family is something I'm very thankful for, because no matter how manny schoolmates and random people let me down, my family is always there for me.  My first year of college taught me a lot, but it also confused me, and I think though I acted more distant over the summer than I usually am; years from now, I will look back on the unforgettable drives across the empty Wyoming landscape, or joking with my bhaiya whilst hanging out near a waterfall at Yellowstone and smile (actually I'm doing that right now, and I'm not even old yet :).  Unfortunately, like all good things, summer came to an end, but I was eager to come back to MIT too.  I came back early to help out Simmons with rush, and even designed a t-shirt (though it wasn't actually made untill later on, near campus preview weekend).  I will probably put pictures from vacation and random snapshots throughout the year on my website when I have more time.

I came back to MIT in August, helped run events for the little freshman (we set up an inflatable water-slide, had some fun dances and lots of events involving waffles (thanks to the dorm's shape :) ), tye-dyed shirts, etc), and met quite a few really cool ones.  I started going hacking a bit more, and encouraged others that were interested to get involved (Simmons isn't known as the most "quirky" hacking-buildingthings-being nerdy dorm, and though this rush was fun, I'm hoping to make the next one even better (more on this later!)).  One morning during orientation, I went down to help out with this breakfast that we were having, and sat at a table with just the sort of cool freshmen that Simmons needed; one of them was named Amber, and though I didn't know it then, she was to play an important role in my semseter (more on this later).  I also got a single this year, which is across from one of the cooler lounges in the building, so my living situation this year has been really nice.

After orientation was over, classes kicked into gear.  This was to be my most challenging term yet.  I took: 6.002 (Circuits and Electronics), my most challenging course but also my favorite, since this is the sort of thing that I really enjoy doing; 6.041 (Probabalistic Systems Analysis), which, though at the time was a bit dry, has since come in quite handy; 8.03 (Vibrations and Waves) taught by Prof. Walter Lewin, who was an amazing lecturer; 18.700 (Linear Algebra with Theory), again kinda dry/confusing at the time but has since started to fall together and make other things really make sense and; 21F.011 Indian Popular Culture, essentially a class on Bollywood, ie, very fun.  Classes took a lot of time, but I also made time for fun.  I didn't have as much time to follow up on the freshmen friendships I'd made during orientation at first and probably wasted too much time trying to keep the social dynamic of the group in my dorm the same as it was during freshman year.  I did learn an important lesson through all this that while some people drift apart, others grow closer together and new people enter into your life.  My brother came to visit for his fall break, and it was really good having him around; we talked quite a bit college stuff, and we also were able to just sit around and chill, which doesn't happen so much now that we're both in college.  Another really awesome thing about this year is that Rajiv (my nephew) goes here!  It's his first year of grad school (his mother is my cousin, hence nephew :)), and he's always been one of the "fun" people at family reunions, etc, so it's really nice to have him at school.  So, term plodded along, an interesting combination of problem sets, papers, bollywood movies, parties, lab, etc.  In November, our dorm had this formal, and I went with Amber.  We had quite a bit of fun in the weeks after she asked me, and I started meeting more people again, both through her friends and also through going out more and hanging out more with my friends from other dorms.  We went to a live-action role-playing game together, and also got some hacking friends to show me one of the most scenic locations on campus. Things got a little awkward after the dance, but my friends and my schoolwork kept things from getting to me too much.   Later in November I visited some family in Connecticut and my parents came up.  It was a rather meat-less Thanksgiving :(, but fun nonetheless.  Rajiv no longer wanted his old nintendo systems, so he donated them to me.  After coming back, Amber asked me out, and we've been going together ever since :).  She and her friends threw me a really wonderful birthday party (my birthday was the last day of classes), and though finals were very stressful, learning to chill out about the little things in life and enjoy the good things helped me to have a reasonable time with things and not let the stress get me down.

I came home for break, which was rather shorter that I would have liked.   Kovax was quite happy to see me (he was also really bouncy during Thanksgiving... he misses my brother and me a lot).  I ate lots of cookies, hung out with the family, played video games, and we celebrated Christmas together.  New Years' came, thankfully sans stomach illness this time.  It's hard to believe that it is 2006 already, and that Abhijit will be graduating. 

After coming back to school, I took a class on Relativity during IAP.  It was a very enjoyable class... more work than I expected, but I learned a lot and was able to make solid my fuzzy sci-fi understanding of what all this stuff meant.  :)  I also had more free time during IAP and was able to rearrange my furniture, clean up my room, hang out with people I'd not seen in awhile, and read for pleasure (including textbooks for stuff that I wasn't quite solid on last term... but it counts as pleasure reading because I enjoy that sort of thing :).  IAP ended, and I registered for the classes I'm currently taking: 6.003 (Signals and Systems), a rather interesting class that uses a lot of what I learned in 18.03 and makes me realize that it indeed had a point; 8.04 (Quantum Mechanics I), which is obviously really cool; 8.044 (Statistical Physics I), also cool and makes me appreciate the probablity and the stuff I learned about entropy in 6.050; 21F.040, a class on modern Indian culture; and 21M.600, Intro to Acting, a nice way to end my Mondays and Wednesdays and also a nice amount of exercise :).   Classes this term are as challenging as last term, but I'm learning more and more how to balance work and make myself have lots of fun and not too much stress.  For spring break, I visited Amber's family in California.  They live in a really beautiful area, and it was a really good time to just kick back and have fun.  Her parents are really cool, and I was happy to meet them.  More recently, work has been piling up more and more.  I'm doing a UROP (MIT's Undergraduate Reaserch Opportunities Program) in the Media Lab building an interactive communications badge, and I will be working on this over the summer.  I've also been grading for 8.02 (Physics II) this term (I graded for 8.01L and tutored for them last term.  I like doing this sort of thing because I find that by teaching others I grow more solid in my own understanding of the subject), and also have been working the front desk at my dorm (I'm going to be desk captain over the summer).  Campus Preview Weekend happened (My friend Nunu and I were elected the Rush Chairs of the dorm so we were in charge of this), and it was really fun! I rather wish I'd have gone to it my senior year, but it's also fun for us MIT students, even though we have work to do too.  The rooming lottery for next year happened recently, and I'll be in a single again in one of the towers of the dorm, facing Boston and living with lots of friends, so things should be fun.  Finals are approaching, and I must get back to work, but I will try to keep this more updated than I've been. 
Take care!
-Gus

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IAP!

I haven't posted for the longest time! Alas. Life is good. Break was good, save this woefully horrible stomach ailment that I got new year's eve. Don't really want to talk about that. But yeah, so that made me have to come to MIT late, which kinda bummed me out, but I'm here now, and life is good. I might be doing juggling for a pe (it's very sad... coordinationless gus dropping things) and this robotics animation thing. math class is going well. i have class at noon, which means i can be lazy. mmmm laziness. they for some reason don't care about us eating here, but thus far i've managed to procure 3 meals a day. haven't been able to see all my friends yet... hang out with the 18.02A group a bunch though. I need to learn how to prioritize and budget my time, but since i haven't had a need to yet (read: since i've lucked out thus far and done well despite my lack of orginization and work ethic), I haven't, which kinda bothers me, but ah well. life is good. people are goofy. it makes them fun to hang out with, i guess. but others seem to take themselves too seriously. or maybe i just don't take life seriously enough. ah well... people think what they will. anyways... my punctuation has gone down the tube. i'm going to sign off now; hopefully will update this more often.

-Gus

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It's been awhile...

It's an interesting trend with things that I do... I start out faithfully and eventually peter out into lazy oblivioun. Not that this blog matters that much, but I'm going to try to update it a bit more lest it go the way of my Assignment Notebooks of the past decade or so. October is usually the deciding month of me lazily neglecting things.

So, life is going well. I went to Maine this weekend for a retreat, which was superb. I showed off my mafia skillz, met other people that play Settlers, went to the beach (there were people surfing off the coast at Kennebunkport, Maine, in the middle of October), hung out in the woods, and all the manner of such stuff at this beautiful Franciscan monastary. I love how alumni pay for stuff like this. Interestingly, the people somehow thought my name was female, or at least that it represented a female, which is untrue in either case as of the last time I checked. However, this eventually was a benefit to me; the didn't want to room me with a girl, so they gave me the whole room to myself. And this room was HUGE! 2 full-sized... QUEEN beds.... a bathroom, an enormous picture window, desk, tv, the works... alas, that it was only two days. It would be nice if i could attatch it to one of the random nodules off Simmons; I doubt anybody would notice.

Classes are going well. Everything besides physics is pretty easy, and phyics isn't too bad either. I think that I'm doing well gradewise, although I don't know why I really care because of P/N, which is awesome. I don't think I'll have much trouble next semester. I have food in my room now, thanks to my brother. Need food... food fuels the body, the body lives to serve the mind, and the mind lives to serve the Institvte, and all that.

ok... now i'm going to go do work, maybe. I have a feeling that the real world is going to be very depressing for me; I mean, college is like this isolated fantasyland of lots of goofy, smart people and fancy facilities and famous people to teach you and alll that. I'm really thinking about whether I want to stay in Simmons. I like my roomate; he's cool. I like the building too... it's so awesome... just so goofy; it really fits me. The only thing is, it's far away from stuff... and I'm so scrawny, the *last* thing I need is more excercise... I'm withering away! (In all seriousness, though, it does get annoying to trudge along multiple minutes of sketchy post-midnight vassar street... not that i'm actually out that late, ahem, um, yeah... ;) ). Also, people here get annoyed, say, when I demonstrate how noise cancellation works with my speakers (It's so cool; I play stuff out of phase and the speakers kill each other!), perhaps a bit loudly, or when the bathroom isn't cleaned every week, or whatnot. Also, thanks to the cretins on the eight floor, Simmons is under all these sanctions about having parties and whatnot, and so all the residents have to go to these mandatory meeting things to do a taurusstercus committee thing on "how we can improve." Develop a new logo and gag me with a spoon, seriously... I mean, I wasn't even at simmons that night, being that I have better things to attend than crusty undergrad dorm parties. Thats what frats are for, to keep the crustiness away from the rest of us. Seriously, how do some of these people get in. I think the location and the culture of east campus would really fit me, but I just can't bring myself to leave this beautiful castle for an old, dilapitated building.

Well, anyways, I'm going to get going to eat or um, yeah, work. Bye.

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Ah, what a week...

Right now I'm in one of those random blocks of time where I've eaten lunch and still have time before class. So, I picked up 4 free lunches from the Student Center after I happened to see Shekhar (he gave me the 411 on the free food). The fridge is stocked, and I can postpone my grocery shopping that much longer! I've finished most of my work for this week; chem exam wednesday, but that should be okay. Physics is making more sense... doing the problem sets when t < the day before it is due helps a lot! Work is actually kind of fun; I should have started doing it earlier in life. I watched some random, really really bad horror films: Satan's School for Girls and The House on Haunted Hill. We were going to watch Homicidal Maniac, but unfortunatley there were no subtitles and I do not speak Mandarin.

Life here is getting interesting. Really weird things happen here... a golf cart randomly exploded in Brigg's Field the other day, and there is now a charred crater there. There was a humanoid robot in Stata, just sitting there; he analyzes video and audio input, recognizes people and things, answers simple questions and tries to learn how to talk and make facial expressions by observing others. It was really cute. (His name was Mertz, I believe). The Vannevar Shrubbery room is no more, alas. Another free t-shirt was acquired today, as well. Anyways, that's life here I guess. I've made some really good friends thus far; gathering over p-sets is such a complex and intricate social interaction. Almost as cool as staying up till 4 talking about random things like curved space or watching goofy foreign films. I am happy... It kind of intruiges me when friends of mine act depressed, because there is so much in life to be happy about. Of course I'm no longer in Cincinnati, so maybe that's all it is, but still... I think that you can "decide" to be happy, however strange it sounds. I guess you just need a catalyst.

So, I'd better head off to class. I really ought to update this more often, as well. I'm off!

-Gus

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What's nu?

E/h! c/lambda! Haha...ha... ha.... erf

So, after getting up at 8:30, I went back to sleep and got up at 9:30, got ready, and ran to class (at 11). I didn't really need to run, but it was fun. I took a quiz on line spectrum emmision, and it was pretty much a doosy. Is doosy spelled with an s or a z? Anyways. It was amusing, because I didn't read the question at first (which specified that my Li++ ion was going from energy level n = 3 to ground state) and at the question "what is the longest wavelength of emmited radiation possible, I was thinking... the energy can be as low as you want it to be... just go from n = really big to n = really big - 1. But then I read their conditions, and all was good.

Life is good... sushi is good too. I had california roll today, which is really imitation crab meat, but it was good. I'm going off to study calc with the amici / ae soon... I started my physics p-set, and it seems reasonable, and my philosophy paper shouldn't be a problem, so this is a pretty good week.

Allrighty, I'm off!

-Gus

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Take 2...

So I used to have a xanga at one point in time... and if you are really resourcefull, you could theoretically read my old posts, even though I don't want you to, because they are lame ;). The idea of keeping a journal intruiges me, however, so I'll try not to be as real as I can on here without leaving myself vulnerable to my inner follies. In other words, if you really want to know things about me, talk to me rather than merely stalk! I created a livejournal today, but it's purpose of existence is to reference you all to this mit-hosted blog, because blogs.mit.edu kicks major livejournal.com rear. Beriend me on LJ, though!

Anyways, here I am at MIT... and, so far, I've been having possibly the best time of my life. Seriously... if my family moved to Boston, my life would be all set. Besides my parents, I can't say that I miss much of anything about Cincinnati (well, my friends are still cool, I miss you guys too). Coming here is probably the best decision that I've ever made... each and every person here composes a range of intellectual, spiritual, and cultural depth that I have never experienced before. Wow... that sounded like college viewbook bs... but seriously, it's refreshing to have people that are capable of enjoying life in some of the ways that I do. Classes, again, are fun... for the first time in my life, I'm actually motivated to do my homework because the teachers are ... TEACHING! Teaching stuff that is awesome and cool! I'm sure that my enthusiasm will wear off as the problem sets erode at it, but still... !. I've already formed a fairly respectable group of friends of all sorts, and I'm still meeting people at a respectable rate... this reaction hasn't even neared equilibrium! Um, yes.

I really need to go to bed... goodnight Cambridge, and good riddance Cincinnati!

-Gus

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Hello!

Just testing this thing...
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