numbers, numbers, everything is numbers
110 calories
240 calories
60 calories x 2
40 calories x 3
300 calories
numbers
10 calories/min.
11 or 12.
13 sometimes.
burn.
burn.
consume. consume. consumeumeume.
growing, shriking, growing, shrinking,
numbers, numbers...
count
count
count
not count
forget to count
intentionally don't count
lie to self, lie to others.
consume numbers
empty.
emptiness
empty, round, wholesome zero. wholesole whole grain no-trans-fat zero.
shrinking. growing. three too many chocolate chip cookies. sit and festerfesterfester.
numbers
just numbers
numbers to fuel and burn and grow and plumpify
ugly
ugly
cant live up to standards of society or self or neighbors
inadequate
control? none.
growing growing, swelling, mellon body, cannonball, anvil, lead weight shoe prints, breaking the floor with each step. maximum elevator weight, break the scale.
growing.
forraging for more.
growing.
inflating, beachballflabbiness. growing
flabbygrossnessstretchingoozing
becoming dpy-unc tub of lard blemish on the face of humanity.
disordered eating: femininity at its finest