a journey about azil

a month working alone

it's been a month, since my subs went back to his country. at first, he told me that he will back and leave me alone. and i though he was kidding since our machine is a very complicated and i still newbie in this field (os, protocol, appl). argh....

in the end of his day in jakarta he said that "Good Luck", while i said "Oh My God".
Ok, this is a triger for me. and he and my office has challanges me to get higher and higher... at first i always pray, Oh..God...please...give me a power to learn fast to understand these new thing in a fast track. while also i keep to updating my knoledge by targeting what to learn today, and what to be understand this week.
Alhamdulillah, only with a "kejepit" i learn faster than what that i already targeted.

all day to day was an easy, analysing statistic from log, watching process, making a report,
and simple tuning my system. until some thing happen, and i named it with "first test".

my "first test" was last week. at midnight of wednesday, my client call me that our system has a strange behaviour. the GUI alerting that it has something wrong. at first i answer, Oh My God... :D while i asked him, should i come? he said that "it's ok, the system has already back into normal and i doesn't have to come to DC". but at that time, i didn't believe. my feeling said that there must be something wrong. b'coz, hm... i don't know, at that time, i had a very bad feeling.
and that was true, in the morning, after back from Mushola for Shubuh, i dressed and pick my bag went to DC in Cyber Building, Kuningan. After login, and checking the log i said "Oh My God...." then i was panic at first. Calling my client supervisor was my first step, just to inform him about what's going on. Then, i check into our document about disaster recovery.
Bingo...there was no one document related with that problems.
I contact my subs in our HQ using YM!, and i call my bos just to inform there is something happen with our system. I made an escalations, b'coz i can't solve this problem. based on log file, there'was nothing wrong with our system through our applications. but the alarm alerting us that there is some unusual process. this cause our system can't make a communication with another system, smsc. as the impact, our client's partner can't also processing their's. from morning trough midnight, and goes to morning again we (me, my subs, my client, other third partner) still can't understand whats wrong with this. until 3am, we decide to take a rest first. since this trouble was sometimes clean, but sometimes happen again. argh..
then i come back to DC after lunch. again, we're still couldn't understand whats wrong with this. until one of my client enginer said that its just only a simple problem. we're having a serious discussion analyse one by one, while i also still give some data and log using email and ym! that my subs ask it for. BINGO!!! we're have one conclusions, our system has a hardware problems, ethernet problems. after i see the /var/adm/messages HAHAHA it just only hardware conflict *sigh* only hardware conflict??????? then, helped with NOC engineer, we're trace one by one who's using the same address with my machine. and finaly we found it. it was an old machine which was normally this machine shouldn't be used anymore. but, suddenly this was powered on by we're don't know who made it on. we ask one by one, but there was nobody who claim that has powered on that machine. ARGH.........................

next, i don't know.... just keep learn with the track that i've planned before. hopefully, if there is any problem, i'll made it clean in a second.

the ring

this small thing that will change my life, change her life, change our life. it is Frank n Co. that provided us that small thing. many thanks to their sales marketing people at plasa semangi branch who was helping us to choose which one that fit our needs, and simple explaing us about diamond *since we don't understand anything about diamond*.
at first we're very confused, where to buy. searching at forum related, we found the two most recomended store *jakarta*. "ORORI and Frank n Co." Since ORORI store is just only at Kelapa Gading, it was imposible for us to reach them. And we decided to choose Frank n Co at Plasa Semangi b'coz the location it self is the nearest.

having some discussion, and consulted by their sales marketing, we choose one beautifull ring. yes its only one, bcoz i won't use ring on my finger. if though we buy two, i'll ask Cinta to use both ;) After i said, "Ok we buy this", Frank n Co. has a very good service, welcome to the club. but at first i came, their sales marketing looks like not in a 100% serving us. dont' know, maybe they though we're just asking or they though we're just a high school graduated couple who admiring their product *hehe...our face still looks like a high school graduated* but its ok, that was not an important thing for us.

i love you so much Cinta...

wanna learn korean online, for free?

do you wanna?

WTF: UR CHEATER RASCAL

AFTER LAST TERM U'RE USING BETAWI AS UR MASK, THEN NOW UR USING SUNDA.......
GO TO HELL YOU CHICKEN CHEATER RASCAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET A REAL LIFE.. THINK WHAT YOU'VE DONE..........
TIME WILL TELL, AND WATCH UR BACK!!!!!

lengserkeprabon

Last sunday eve,i was lengserkeprabon as a KETUA. So, maybe there will no friends call me Pak Ketu, unless b'coz their habbit. I was about more than 8 years for being a number one. It is Sandy AKA Dede and Bayu AKA GT who will conduct us to continuing our strategy and program. Astaghfirullah....

congrats for Angga

Congrats for your graduations, JHCC -Jakarta- March 21 2006, Angga, my lil lovely bro.
Wishing all the best for you.
Hey... bro... grow up.... you're bachelor now......

finally found wayang golek show on tv

finally, i found wayang golek show on tv. hahaha.. after for a many..many..many long times a go, tvri had already stop their wayang golek show at saturday (mid) night and change with wayang kulit, although i like it, and then their change again with wayang orang barata *sigh i don't like it*.
it is tpi at saturday (mid) night, that show the show. but, i don't really like this show, since they mixed this show with other artist show, jakarta komedian (omas and the gank).

*this're posted while watching that show*

i think it was right

well i think it was right, but i was wrong. i'm sorry and i do really sorry. yeah i know, since we're came from diffrent how the way how we look for something. and i also realize that our majority people have a plural opinion about BLACK and WHITE. at that time, i don't mean for doing, what you may call, a mistake. i just wanna make it simple, and i just ...
*sigh, i'm so sorry and just tell me how to make it better*

i need my weekend back

i need my weekend back!!!!

press release: kewlkidz.blogspot.com is not mine

b'coz my blogspot account is aziladip.
thx
Azil Adi Permana

what next?

what next? i've graduated from my dream major, i'm working with enough salary, i'm 14.... Alhamdulillah...

My first week

Well, current office, it is a nice job, nice industry, nice paid :D At a first day I came, here was no body in the office, coz I came at 7:30AM while the office hour is 8:00AM –8:00PM. In the morning i come to the Samporena Strategic Square, while after lunch i should be in Our Customer's DC which is located in Cyber Building. At the first day, Just like their habbit, THE BIG Boss treat us for lunch @ Gahyo Korean restaurant at SCBD area. This is a new field for me, and my Senior said, “Aziiill…. STUDY!!!!” so then my first week especially in the morning I’m just reading all of Manuals and some understanding of technology standard that we are using. And the next day, just like the same with my first day, I'm just read some manuals needed. While gosh…. I got drop after I came home. My temper got high, innalillahiwainnailaihiroji’un… and Alhamdulillah I’m better on the third day, even though I still headache.
On friday, after Maghrib, when i wanna went home *08:40pm*, i was trapped in parking lots more than one houre. gosh... there was some body who wanna steal my helmet. coz, i left my BEAUTIFULL RED HELMET locked in my motorycycle. i've just realized when i put the key to release the-beautifull-red-helmet, it did nothing. yes, somebody had trying to "rape" my helmet's lock, coz the key-hole it self're broken. *argh.... h$m$* then i was asking one of officer to borriwing something that could break that lock. finaly the officer gave me GERGAJI BESI *what do we call it in english?* and it needs about 48minutes to break the-beautifull-red-helmet's lock. argh.... where're the parking-security???@#@%#@%@$@*#@$@*%@*%@Q#!*$&@)($%

new years, new office

Alhamdulillah.....
This last two weeks i've been interviewed by some company, and most of them're IT Company from the national with a new started business till the multinational with many experiences. For the shake of the rest there're two company that make me curious.
The first is the new started it business. In which that there're all young and energethic people including their CTO and CIO. Up untill four time that i've been processed with this, and finaly, with all my respect, they can't afford all my request. You know, as an employee we're looking for a GOOD PAID and a WELL SITUATIONS job. Yes, they couldn't give me what i'm asking for. At that time, there were something shattered on my mind that they should know that i like their company, and their business model ofcourse, very much. Hoping that they stil wanna hire me so that i could help their business grow smoothly.
The second one is the new comer in telco industry in indonesia. they're big in their country, but still has to grow in indonesia. Their CEO called me this eve, while i'm prepared my self to go to Musholla for Maghrib praying. As i remember, He promiss to me that He wanna call me on wednesday, so that i posted "melewati matahari esok" in id-gmail, bungamatahari, and blogs.mit.edu/azil/.
The crazy things're when i was asking him about my competency. Either my hard competency or my soft competency.
./me: Sir, does my cv match your needs?
ceo: Well, frankly NOT

Gosh... Astaghfirullah.. at those time i became very nervous and hard to breath. coz, why do they call me? dunno what, donno why, it still mysterious for me.
Simple thought, i doesn't want to know what and why they hire my while my cv doesn't match with their needs :p what i've to do is just do my best and show to this industry that i could make a hit.
Ought, btw, this kinda new industry for me. in my previous, i was doing some presales besides giving some technical solutions to my client. while next, all i have to do just to make their business process run well.

Astaghfirullah.... Ya Allah, if this is best for me, best for all, please help me....
updated: -=-=-=-=-= argh... BAD ENGLISH @#@%#$W$#@ GRAMMAR ERROR.. but, SWGTL!!!! :p

melewati matahari esok

detik baru saja melewatinya
pertanda usai sudah penantian
sirna harapan,pupus angan

lalu mengapa harus mengejar matahari esok?
dan mengapa harus pantang bersedih?

mungkin mereka lupa menelpon hari ini
atau mungkin mereka menghadapi masalah genting

tiba - tiba si pemsimis mengatakan
sudahlah jika memang bukan jodoh
dan si optimis membisikan
besok matahari masih bersinar cerah

aku cinta dan sumpah abaikan luka dari cinta dan rindu

aku, cinta dan sumpah
sehidup semati dalam bahagia dan derita
raut hanya berpaut dalam sekelumit ombang ambing ombak kehidupan
getar maju menggentarkan tekad dan cita

janji dari seorang pria terhadap wanita
bersimbah air mata dalam haru nan syahdu
untuk menggenapkan cipta rasa hati
bukan sekedar membunuh rindu yang luka

datanglah keheningan dalam batin
seketika menyiksa lamunan untuk membenci
tulus ada dan tiada cinta memang tak mengapa
yang pasti ada separuh yang hilang dariku

nafasku adalah nafasmu yang bahagia
dari persimbahan sebagai wujud satu
menyatu laksana batu terbaring hempas
abaikan luka dari cinta dan rindu

AQUARIUS IN A NUTSHELL

Few days a go Golda posted an AstroSign software in id-gmail *search don't sort*. altough i don't believe 68% in an astrology, belows're some thing about me based on that astrology software (AstroSign).
Please read it carefully and clearly :p

ZODIAC SIGN DETAILS
Aquarius (January 21 - February 18)
Born on Saturday, January 30, 1982
Age 23 years 10 months 14 days
You have lived 8,719 days!
(Warning: Your system date must be set to the current date)

Symbol: The Water Bearer
Ruling Planet: Uranus
Air - Fixed - Positive
Day Forces - Masculine
Growth Phase: Idealism
Secret Motivation: "I Know"


AQUARIUS IN A NUTSHELL
The sign of the Inventor, the Seeker of the Truth

Personality: Honest, popular, amiable, truth-seeking, hesitant, inefficient, humane yet suspicious, rebellious, intuitive, broad-minded and unbiased.

Positive Qualities: Honest and truth seeking, humane and caring, creative and intuitive, broad-minded, popular and amiable.
Negative Qualities: Erratic and whimsical, inefficient, eccentric, changing, unconventional and rebellious, hesitant.


PERSONALITY AND CHARACTER
Compassionate in nature - can be generous to a fault. Fixed ideas and aims. Needs plenty of space and freedom. Impersonal, has trouble with intimacy. The sign of brotherhood. Independent, realistic, practical about home. Originality, intuitiveness. Daring mentality. An idea 'pioneer' - perhaps faddist. Invention, aviation, computers, automobiles, astrology, New Age - anything new, old or different appeals to them. Humanitarian. Altruistic - but sometimes deeply self-centered. The club-joiner.


KARMIC MISSION
To organize - in a mental, aggressive, dynamic and idealistic manner.


ENERGY PATTERN
Each of the 12 Signs of the Zodiac represents specific energy patterns, or modes of expression. They act as modifiers of the elements with which they are associated, be it a Planet or a House. Aquarius is eccentricity and radical individuality seeking freedom of the soul and communication with the group mind.


INFLUENCE OF THE PLANET
Those born under Capricorn and Aquarius are the Saturn type. You have a small head, beady and deep-set eyes, with prominent ears and nose. You have a weak set of teeth, and thin and lifeless hair. Slow in movement, you are conservative and methodical with serious outlook. Deeply faithful, you also have a sense of duty. However, you are not sociable and prefer solitude
.

DECAN INSIGHT
Each zodiac sign extends across 30 degree of the Zodiac. These can be further subdivided into three decans of 10 degree each. Therefore, though all those born under a particular sign are classified under the same sign, the decans yield further insight into your total personality.

You belong to the First Decan of Aquarius (January 21 - January 30).
You are ruled by both Saturn and Uranus. These endow you with the persistence to overcome all obstacles, and also with originality and creativity respectively. You will naturally do very well in the world with this practically unbeatable combination.


AQUARIUS LOVE MYSTERY
Your detachment and tendency to probe and examine too deeply stands in the way of your forming lasting attachments. Your emotions are actually sensual rather than sexual. You also have a love for the strange and bizarre which can prevent you from giving happiness to your mate. It is not that you cannot love deeply and sincerely - it is your need for change that may cause trouble. For this reason, marriage is not really your strong point, as a tie or bonding is not meant for you. You may outgrow a marriage, causing much heartbreak in the process. You want the freedom to go your own way, do what you want, and will resent possessiveness and interference, rebelling at the ties. However, you enjoy the interplay and counterpoise of thoughts and ideas and will welcome a flexible union with complete freedom and understanding. A tall order, but you may be lucky!


SEXUAL CHARACTERISTICS
Sex plays an important role in the life of every man and woman. It lies at the root of life, and we can never learn to revere life until we know how to understand sex. Indian astrological science attributes certain sexual characteristics to persons according to the sign under which they have been born.

You are a healthy-minded person, average, and well balanced in your sex life, never making exorbitant demands.


AS A FRIEND
You will always give both guidance and warmth. Basically you are a better counselor than friend with your objectivity and detachment. Yours is the sign of friendship, so even though emotionally involved you can visualize problems clearly.


COMPATIBILITY WITH OTHER SIGNS
The following section tells you about your compatibility with other zodiac signs in friendship, business, family or love relationships. The basic foundation will remain unchanged, though mutual aspects between planets will modify the relationship to a certain extent in a positive or a negative way.

Ideal Association (5-9 Sun Sign Pattern): Gemini and Libra
Not always, but surprisingly often, the extraordinary magnetism of 5-9 Sun sign attraction leads to easy sympathy, mental stimulation, emotional affinity, romantic fulfillment. There will be a strong sympathy between you and misunderstandings will not be severe or lasting. The chances for harmony are excellent, and a happy relationship on a permanent basis is more effortlessly achieved than with any other sign - be it friendship, business, family or love relationships. Hostile placement of planets between the two horoscopes will cause some personality clashes and tensions - causing the compatibility to rock from time to time - although the basic empathy and understanding will always remain. If the planets are in harmonious aspect, your relationships with these people will be most extraordinarily happy, smooth and sympathetic.

Ideal Association with some Problems (7-7 Sun Sign Pattern): Leo
Not always, but frequently, you either get physically attracted to or secretly admire and respect each other - in case of opposite sex. The individual possesses the qualities of character and personality traits you yourself lack. The urge to imitate will be strong. However, in case of same sex, you may become strongly competitive and feel uneasy or envious. Mutual aspects between other planets somewhat modify the relationship positively or negatively.

Compassionate Association (2-12 Sun Sign Pattern): Pisces
In your association with this individual, one of you will feel that he or she has many lessons to learn from the other. The one who has lessons to teach will feel an inexplicable compassion for the weaknesses and mistakes of the other person, strangely understanding the other's markedly different motives and behavior.

Favorable Association (3-11 Sun Sign Pattern): Aries and Sagittarius
You will feel a strong tie of friendship, whatever the association you share with these individuals. Mutual trust and ease of communication mark the relationship. In spite of strong differences, you connect closely with each other. A sense of responsibility and some sort of inescapable duty will bring you together. You will constantly stimulate each other into changing habits and existing situations. Any quarrels will usually be quickly resolved, forgiven and forgotten. Even when the association seems to be a closed chapter, it reappears months or years later, to be resumed once more.

Beneficial Association (6-8 Sun Sign Pattern): Cancer and Virgo
There will be some problem in communication. Yet you will be powerfully drawn into each other. Irresistible sexual attraction in case of a love relationship. In case of friendship, business or family ties, attraction through some shared interest. Urge for mutual help. Service given will always be repaid. In some way, a great benefit will come from one to the other through the relationship, and the one who serves will usually remain loyal.

Reflective Association (1-1 Sun Sign Pattern): Aquarius
You will each be tempted to magnify your own virtues and failings. All the positive character traits will be intensified - as will the negative traits. A constant effort should be made to encourage in one another the positive qualities of the zodiac sign you both share and to discourage the negative ones.

Unfavorable Association (4-10 Sun Sign Pattern): Taurus and Scorpio
Not always, but surprisingly often, you will feel a noticeable tension or conflict of personality in the presence of these individuals. One of you may grow restless because of the strict disciplinary attempts of the other. For various reasons, there will always be some mental and emotional restriction.


YOUR LUCKY ELEMENTS
Take a quick look at what is lucky for you.

Birth Stone: Amethyst
Lucky Gems: The Opal and the Aquamarine
Lucky Colors: Black , Blue, Ash, Blue - Green And Gray
Lucky Numbers: 4, 8, 13, 17, 22, 26, 31, 35, 40, 44, 49, 53, 58 (the 4 and 8 series)
Lucky Talisman: The Key, especially if made of lead. Also the Owl
Lucky Herbs and Flowers: Pansies, Ivy, Hemp, Hemlock, Beet and Flex Seed
Lucky Day: Sunday, sometimes Saturday


FAMOUS PERSONALITIES
Following are some of the famous personalities who were born under your zodiac sign.

1. Anton Chekhov
2. Charles Darwin
3. Thomas Edison
4. Abraham Lincoln
5. Somerset Maugham
6. Paul Newman
7. Princess Caroline of Monaco
8. Franklin D. Roosevelt
9. John Travolta
10. Jules Verne

just like heaven

last night we (./me and mine) watched Just Like Heaven. this movie's title're taken from one of the cure songs. And this sounding me when i was the most famous highschool artist (at least for jakarta & bekasi), which was my band're focus on playing the cure's songs. and this is my first song that i played on the stage. hey, i was a drummer not a singer :D
the movie story it self're great, even though i saw some thing that unreasonable. no, i don't wanna tell about the movie, and i wont. you know what? i wanna sing :p so listen it up!!!!!

"Show me how you do that trick
The one that makes me scream" she said
"The one that makes me laugh" she said
And threw her arms around my neck
"Show me how you do it
And I promise you I promise that
I'll run away with you
I'll run away with you"

Spinning on that dizzy edge
I kissed her face and kissed her head
And dreamed of all the different ways I had
To make her glow
"Why are you so far away?" she said
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
That I'm in love with you"

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Strange as angels
Dancing in the deepest oceans
Twisting in the water
You're just like a dream

Daylight licked me into shape
I must have been asleep for days
And moving lips to breathe her name
I opened up my eyes
And found myself alone alone
Alone above a raging sea
That stole the only girl I loved
And drowned her deep inside of me

You
Soft and only
You
Lost and lonely
You
Just like heaven

btw, i feel JUST LIKE HEAVEN since the first time i met mine.

alhamdulillah

alhamdulillah, alhamdulillahirobbil'alamin assholaatuwassalaamu'alaasrofil ambiyaa wa mursalin wa'ala aalihi wa ashabihii ajma'in. asyhaduanlaailaahaillallah wa asyhaduannamuhammadarrosulullah. wa ba'du.

i would like to say many...many...many...thanks to all for supporting me. Mom & Dad thx for loving me, My Bro & Sista for all your kindness and understanding, The Big Family of Narkosih, The Big Family of (the late) Mustofa, The Big Family of (the late) Mbah Sino. The Team, Cetya & Yudo, thx guys, i'm nothing with out you. Mr Jimmy Sadely for guiding us from the scratch till the end. Our "client" Mr Cepy S. Husada & Mrs Irnawati. All the Binusian family, especialy the JWC's crew, all the friend of mine in binus. Mr Nurul Huda, Mr Bram, Rachman, AB, Fani, and all of my Gunadarma's family. Fajri& Febs, Didats&Cintah, Herri The Black Man, Fahmi Si Junkersz Akutz, Mbak Lilis Chantik, Reymanx, Arjuna, Jefri Mr Jati Diri, Rendy, Deden, Endhoot[konyeel?], Idban, Doel-Ramadhan-Joeni, amen si tukang poto keliling enda the marketer [wo]man and all of GAJAHERS of the Club of IDGmail (sorry guys i can't write all of your name here. *injek2 pakerte¶wakilnya*). all my bro and lady bikers of S2w, can't wait for the next KOPDAR & Tour. Mr Sunu the Ass.Man, Mr Afif the wise man, and all the staff of my last employer. Adams the vocalist. MC & MLC mailing list, thx for all threats that makes us being in your world. all pujangga@BungaMatahari Mulyadi the clustering man and all the clustering-id@yahoogroups. (the late) Tito H., Rohmad&Family, Didit&Friends of RISDA. The last but not least, for the one and only a woman that i love so much, thx for loving me and waiting me to become yours.

next tuesday

01:00 PM, JWC Bina Nusantara
Cepy Husada, McDonald's Indonesia
Jimmy Sadeli, Bina Nusantara University
*memohon doa restu*

irazedia f****n printing services

if you're living on Bekasi, and especially near from Taman Galaxy, you should ever heard about "irazedia documment services". it's a store that services its customer for the needs of digital documment. from photo printing, docomment printing, computer rental, cybercafe, etc. it was in the afternoon that i have to print my pdf document asap, and since my printer're lack of ink then i try to find a documment printing services. i had three or more kind of business of documment printing services near from my house. and i choose irazedia coz it's located near from bca's atm (need to get money first). entering its store, i got a crowded situations with five to seven of uniformed staff. for me, which is going to irazedia only just for printing, it was confusing. i got a copy machines near an entrance door, then i got a casheer located after copy machines, cybercaffe with a shielded room in front of casheer and some of windowsed pc after. gosh... for me, as a first time customer, its just realy confusing enough. ok, i'm not going to tell about their bad (at least for me) layout. i just wanna talk about their services. since i was confused enough about what should i do if i wanna print my document, i was asked one of its copy center staff (i know since they got their staff uniformed). he told me to go through to a staff who was sat near pc. he was so busy enough with his job, while i'm interupting him. yes, he turn his face then while doing his job, he put my usb's drive to his pc. what makes me sick was after he put my usb's drive, he did nothing with mine. he doing the unstruct of his jobs, and i need to wait. it was fine if i should wait for finishing his jobs before he accept my usb's drive. but i should wait after he received mine, which was i, and perhaps any customers, supposed that he will doing what was i asked. its poor services not stop, by doing with a lazy body gestures, the document that printed it self're not satisfied me. at least for Rp.2000,-/page it was nothing. argh..... compared with some documment printing services in Gandaria, which has cheaper and better qualties its nothing. ok fine, i accept it as a lesson to learn. then after all documents're finished, i pay it in casheer, and i got its staff're busy with phone calls. and she trying to services me while she was talking on the phone. oh... gosh... fine, i accept it as a lesson to learn.

good idea thinker

i was laughing onto my previous manager when he told me that he got an idea when he was in the bathrooms, or when he was driving, or when he was doing the unstruct. what i've just realized is he got the right thing as a good thinker. what a big surprised for me since for the last months i always think about what kind of business that i'll develop, what kind of business that i passion on it, and what kind of business that i know that i'll be the best on it. yes, those good idea're not always come when i get a work in front of my laptop, it can be anywhere, and anytime. even liam galagher, the oasis's vocalist, have told that when he get an idea he bring it into his sleep and if his idea're still on his mind then here it come the good idea.

retry with bismillah

well currently i'm an unemployee. i was not continuing my agreement with my last employment, and in campuss, i have no class anymore. as a human being, we need some materials for full filling the needs of foods and socialism. some other people're doing so by acting as a proffesional on corporate, and the rest're developing those corporate. i have a will, and i have a dream. i should be a rich man, and i should have my own corporate. my motivations're simple. with my power and money i wanna help all the poor people in this world. with my corporate, i wanna help all my brother and sister in this world to prove them self as a good professional, so then they could also help the poor people. simple isn't it? since there're no such (good) corporate that accept me as their professional, so then i choose to start my own litlecorporate. yes, others may say i'm nothing at all, i'm just a graduate student, but hey.. i have a will, i have a dream. those're makes me confident enough. it would be arround 3 months untill i make some review wether i should continued it or postponed it. sejatinet're my first, and i was fail. i was busy enough with my employment, and some campuss's tasks. i choose not to continue with a brand name of sejatinet, its management style, and also its domainname :D based on my bad experience, i choose to changes all the traditional management style, and start to aply a good management that i've made a study on campuss. and now, all i need is just some support from everyone. and then i would like to say, Bismillah....

please don't disturb ramadhan

i still found that there're so many things that disturb ramadhan eve. let says in a tv shows, there're still many tv programme that makes an audience forget that we're still in a ramadhan. even it shielded in the name of ramadhan, or in the name of islamic, but those shows makes us forget what is the best things todo in ramadhan. woman, music shows, and some other pleasures're common on their programme. please...please stop it, at least for a while in a ramadhan eve. thanks to fpi for trying to stop a night maksiat entertainment in some place on jakarta. even though i disagree with the way they're, but this is it. we're still in a ramadhan, and please dont' disturb ramadhan.

my last day

today is my last day with my current employment. one year is just fair enough for me to know a small business makes a journey. and offcourse, since they're also a gold partner of microsoft, i get a point of view about how, why, and what microsoft is. yes.. i should back to campuss, to finishing my study with a completely focus on it.

i can't that believe pwc call me for the entrance test

i can't believe that pwc call me for the entrance test. it was on the last monday that pwc's call me for the test on last wednesday. it was unbelievable. it was a half day test, which was started from psychometric, logic, grammar, and ended with an interview with the managers. gosh.. i can't wait for the (best) info.

i decide not to continue with my current

finally, i decided not to continue with my current employment. there're many reasons for me to which i made this decisions. one of the reason that i can tell is about "i need some more time to get a focus with my thesis".