October 2005 - Posts

pictures of you

pictures of you, songs by the cure
 i've been looking so long at these pictures of you that i almost belive that they're real
i've been living so long with my pictures of you that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel
remembering you standing quiet in the rain as i ran to your heart to be near
and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how i always held close in your fear
remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter than the snow
and screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go
remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart
you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark
remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were angels so much more than everything
oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but i never see anything
if only i had thought of the right words i could have hold on to your heart
if only i'd thought of the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all my pictures of you
Looking So long at these pictures of you but i never hold on to your heart
looking so long for the words to be true but always just breaking apart my pictures of you
there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
there was nothing in the world that i ever wanted more than to never feel the breaking apart all my pictures of you

please don't disturb ramadhan

i still found that there're so many things that disturb ramadhan eve. let says in a tv shows, there're still many tv programme that makes an audience forget that we're still in a ramadhan. even it shielded in the name of ramadhan, or in the name of islamic, but those shows makes us forget what is the best things todo in ramadhan. woman, music shows, and some other pleasures're common on their programme. please...please stop it, at least for a while in a ramadhan eve. thanks to fpi for trying to stop a night maksiat entertainment in some place on jakarta. even though i disagree with the way they're, but this is it. we're still in a ramadhan, and please dont' disturb ramadhan.

submitted today

finally, after trying to make an in depth analysis and recomendations for our client, our(./me, cetya, yudo) thesis're submitted today. we're about had a two beautifull&hard night in yudo's house@bintaro (many thx to yudo's family) to focusing on our analysis and recomendations. Alhamdulillah.. this morning we're proudly submit our's to campuss student services. btw, we can't wait for the day we presenting our's. and yudo, can't wait for the next january 28th 2006 ;) whoaam.... i'm so tired & sleepy... and i miss Cinta so much (Cinta, here i come... :D )

my last day

today is my last day with my current employment. one year is just fair enough for me to know a small business makes a journey. and offcourse, since they're also a gold partner of microsoft, i get a point of view about how, why, and what microsoft is. yes.. i should back to campuss, to finishing my study with a completely focus on it.

hermawan kertajaya on blog

finally i know / found hermawan kertajaya's blog. thx to Rendy for the url. and many thanks to Benny for the feeds.

i can't that believe pwc call me for the entrance test

i can't believe that pwc call me for the entrance test. it was on the last monday that pwc's call me for the test on last wednesday. it was unbelievable. it was a half day test, which was started from psychometric, logic, grammar, and ended with an interview with the managers. gosh.. i can't wait for the (best) info.